Yesterday the girls left to spend seven days with their father and there is already drama involving his mom. I have again been made out to be this horrible, spiteful person. I shouldn't let it get to me, but I do. But, they are my children and I am doing things according to the divorce papers and what he & I agreed to. I will always be the bad guy and I will never be able to please them. I should really learn to deal with that and accept that my relationship with them is over.
I wish I could just go up there and get them and never let them go again. Anna is having to wean abruptly and I feel so bad for her. She is so used to nursing on demand. I just hate that she will have a hard time. I know they don't care how I feel and they are pissed that they aren't in control of the situation. I feel like a broken record. There is nothing I can do to ever please them. All I can do is keep the best interest of my children in mind. They seem to just care about what they want and how they have been wronged.
Worst Christmas ever.
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ReplyDeleteI am Melissa and just came across your blog. You are where I was 2 years ago. I hated it. My ex was a terror and his mom even worse. I was lucky my ex lost interest once he realized being a dad was work. Now I only have to deal with the nasty ex MIL a couple times a year to hear how evil I am and what a bad parent I am. It gets better with time and in my case distance. I wish you all the best. Ex issues are terrible!