Is there a happy medium between dating and casual sex? I want a boyfriend. I want good sex. I want a boyfriend that can give me good sex. I don't think that is too much to ask but finding both attributes seems to be posing the problem. I don't want to sleep around. I did that. I am over it. I would like to find someone that wants to date me for me and the good sex will just come naturally. But, I don't want to settle again. I shouldn't have to.
Maybe it is too soon but I just miss the connection. I miss laughing, kissing, holding hands, TALKING and just being myself with someone. I don't want to dump my baggage on anyone. I want to have some fun. I am single again. I am taking care of my kids, I am working on my education to get a good job, so I think I deserve some companionship.
I fell in the snow yesterday and my body is hurting all over. I need a good massage and a visit to the chiropractor. The girls come home Wednesday and Evie starts school on Thursday. I hope she likes it there. I think it will do her so much good to be with kids her age and to make new friends. I miss them but I know that their dad is happy that they can be with him on his birthday today.
Sunday, January 31, 2010
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